Thursday, 27 October 2011
Agateophobia is my phobia
Agateophobia is the fear of insanity, i am particularly afriad that i will be or i am insane. The thought of losing touch with reality and being alone in a world where nothing is real is most unsettling. One's imagination being one's god controlling and creating everything around them, this is not the way it should be. The part of this i am most afraid of is that those close to me the people i care about never existed and never will exist they were all in my head, my world being ripped apart never being able to trust my perception and just living and seeing but never knowing. This fear is a result of views on life that have occured while in a different state of consciousness, i will not go on to explain these thoughts because they would bring up controversial ideas and i don't have enough time to go into my views on these moments of insight. They are most enlightening but most frightening and there is no way to no for sure if they were right or wrong or if im just plain insane. But on this plane of existence this is as real as things could be.
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Definitely an intriguing post, Jeremy. I'd love to hear more about where these ideas come from. Have you ever watched the show "Fringe"--you might like it.
ReplyDeleteI guess we can't be friends: considering there is not a single bone in my body that is some what sane.
ReplyDeletesometimes i fear that too that people are not really there and its just me. well if that's true then i guess i can keep up a good conversation with my self.
ReplyDeleteInteresting. I believe that everyone has a part of insanity in them, be it in dreams or in reality. I personally know I talk to myself and I know it's normal. It's caused by an overactive Alpha brainwave or more commonly called a busy brain.
ReplyDeleteNever thought about this as a fear before....seems like a reasonable thing to be afraid of though
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